Like you I grew up with and taught the standard LDS beliefs about temple marriage, celestial kingdom, etc. Maybe things would be have different if I had been older or if I had not been so fragile. By Thursday, I'd feel like he disappeared. Alot of TBM women won't even consider dating non members. He actually wanted them to be active in a religion and thought this was a good idea. There's a picture of the magic rock he found while digging a neighbor's well. I also write erotic shorts which I hope help women heal from bad relationship and envision what they really want and create it.



I am an extrovert too, I do feel lonely when my husband is not around on weekends or holidays or when I fall sick. No one could compare to the man I married. Unless you have those same understandings, I'm sad to say the relationship is almost certainly doomed. While I do get to accompany him to various dinners and parties, we hardly ever have time together just us, and when we do, he just wants to relax over dinner and decompress. He sealed my husband and I on our wedding day. To not do residency and leave medicine behind.
Do you have any knowlege of the bible. We are trying to conceive now, and I am contemplating if this was the right path for me. Feel free to see some of them as rhetorical. I've been doing it wrong. In my home ward, the non-member son of one of the members of the Bishopbric was able to stand up with the Priesthood and hold his baby girl while they gave her baby blessing. It's in the Mormon DNA. As a docs wife we have to deal with all sorts, and prayer has often been my lifeline. See her good qualities for what they are and see it as a good relationship to remember. I won't want to start the whole process again just because its convenient for my partner.
Their job is HARD. While dating is a good time to get to know someone, if you are young it is better to go on group dates. While a part of me is sad about not having a temple marriage and getting sealed together I have hope that this could change while we are on this earth and I have faith in an ever-loving Father in Heaven who is kind and just and will be able to provide a way for my family to live together in the eternities. I find it's helpful to focus on the fact that it's the job that demands so much of him, rather than him simply opting out of time spent with us. They are always dressed in decent clothing, and the same is expected of their date.